After another long pause and lots of struggle to find my voice, I’m trying to be more intentional in speaking up about being fatherless, not just here, but in all aspects of my life, most especially with myself. Fatherlessness is such a lonely journey. You are born with this unknowing. You think about this absence all the time, whether you’re conscious of it or not. So much of you is this absence; yet, it’s deafening. Who am I in this empty space? Who am I supposed to be? Will I ever truly be me without this person? Hope you can join me in this difficult walk that I take alone with all of you. May you all be blessed. May you all find peace. May we all be loved. May we all be equal.