The word stupid was thrown around a lot in Shawns life. It began with his father, transitioned to his teachers, and landed with his peers calling for him to stop being stupid. Early on Shawn decided to live up to the bar set for him. The various forms of abuse he endured mounted inside him making him a rage machine. Anything and everything would set him off, he spent more days in detention than class and was continually in fights at school. Bull Riding became his life in high school and he constantly left people in shock at the risks he was willing to take. The well kept secret was his reasoning for taking the risks, he was not afraid to die. In fact he felt death couldn't come fast enough. His first suicidal attempt was at 9 years old. Several other attempts followed him throughout his life. He couldn't escape this tormenting spirit. He might feel okay after a big win, but that same old voice would come back to haunt them the minute he has a sub par performance. He was a loser. He was destined to be a loser. TUNE IN to hear the miracle that happened in Shawns life the transformation that lead him to call his father and say

I'M NOT GONNA BE WHO YOU EXPECTED.

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