Ryan kicks off the first of four special bonus episodes between Season 1 and Season 2 of delulu with her ultimate villain origin story. This episode marks the debut of delulu after dark—a deeper, more intimate side of the show—featuring the story of the man who first got Ryan into manifesting… and how she successfully manifested him back. To close, Ryan serves a tarot card pull, an astro glance, delulu advice, and soothing ASMR affirmations.
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For the first time in a decade, Ryn Weaver breaks her silence in an exclusive, no-holds-barred interview. Known for her enigmatic disappearance after the cult-favorite debut The Fool, Ryn opens up about the years she spent off the grid, where she ran away to, and the life she built away from the spotlight. We talk about her evolution as an artist and as a person, diving into the emotional and creative journey that’s led her to a powerful rebirth—one marked by new music, including “Odin St.,” “Rorschach Baby,” and a forthcoming full-length album that’s poised to shake the world awake.
From the lore and longing behind fan-favorite “Pierre” to unexpected tea-lulu moments, no topic is off-limits. This is Ryn Weaver like you’ve never seen her—past, present, and future laid bare. We go deep into the myth, the music, and the meaning behind her decade-long silence, offering listeners a rare and intimate look into one of pop’s most elusive voices.
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Grant Knoche has been living the pop dream since he was ten—touring the country with Kidz Bop and performing for thousands before he even hit middle school. Now, he's all grown up and stepping into a bold new chapter with music that’s personal, emotional, and true to who he is. On this episode of Delulu with Ryan Lu, Grant shares the story of coming out to his dad through a song, how Adele has influenced him from a young age, and what fans can expect from his new era.
We talk about the power of staying delulu in the best way, dreaming without limits, and the GRAMMYs performance he's manifesting. From full-circle moments to twinning with Ryan (theyre both virgos!), this episode takes us through all the grant-lore before his next chapter begins.
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Delulu welcomes David Maris — former top-ranked Wall Street analyst and co-founder of Wall Street Beats, a fast-growing investment media platform offering real-time insights from financial veterans. David shares the wild ride behind launching a startup that aims to democratize high-level market analysis, including what it’s like to work with names like Herb Greenberg and Beats by Dre co-creator Steven Lamar.
But this episode goes way beyond stocks. David opens up about the two times he was sued for $4.6 million, what he learned from being at the center of legal and financial chaos, and the surprisingly steady dad wisdom that helped him navigate it all. Whether you’re an aspiring founder, a finance nerd, or just a little delulu yourself, David’s story is a reminder that sometimes reinvention comes with risk — and sometimes that risk looks like a lawsuit.
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This week on the show, I’m joined by the magical Natasha Slayton — singer, intuitive, and member of the iconic girl group GRL. We dive into Lucky GRL Syndrome — the powerful way Natasha manifested her dream life, including making a list of everyone she wanted to work with (yes, Max Martin was on it and paid her the highest of compliments in their recording sessions), and watching it all unfold in real time. From being handpicked by Robin Antin to join GRL, to performing worldwide and reclaiming her identity through every chapter, Natasha’s story is a masterclass in trusting your vision, even when the road gets hard.
We also go deep on navigating grief, healing in public and in private, and learning how to adapt when life throws you curveballs. Natasha opens up about how she’s redefined success, the spiritual practices that keep her grounded, and even gives us a peek into her work as a lip print reader — an unexpected and magical gift she now shares with others. This conversation is empowering, expansive, and a beautiful reminder that manifestation isn’t just real — it’s written in your soul.
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THEE Original Labubu tattoo artist CryBabyHunter — AKA Hunter Chao — joins Delulu with Ryan where he tattoos delulu labubu live while we talk everything from his personal lore to astrology. Based in LA and completely self-taught, Hunter went from outsider to one of the most in demand names in the game, known for his delicate linework, internet-breaking Labubu pieces, and for tattooing none other than Ice Spice (who also gave him a tattoo in return).
We dive into his journey navigating the tattoo world on his own terms, how he squashed his beef with Inked Magazine, and how being a petty Virgo shaped both of our creative paths. It’s raw, funny, and filled with heart, just like Hunter’s work.
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This week, I’m joined by the brilliant and tender soul behind Pidgin Doll — artist and dollmaker Joshua David McKenney. Joshua opens up about growing up queer in a conservative environment and how creating art became his lifeline — a way to express beauty, identity, and emotion when words weren’t always enough. Through his breathtaking art dolls, he’s built a world where every detail tells a story, and every creation holds a piece of his heart.
We talk about the healing power of creativity, the intersection of queerness and fantasy, and the whimsical world of his mermaid sisters Olive and Anette — characters born from his imagination who might get a life of their own. Joshua also shares what it was like working with Nicki Minaj and Ice Spice, and how Melanie Martinez became a fan of his work. This episode is a soft, magical exploration of self-expression, resilience, and what it means to build the world you always wished existed — and then invite others to believe in it, too.
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Biggest pop star in the world (claiming & trululu) Bonnie McKee joins Ryan on Delulu for the ultimate deep dive into her glittering, chaotic, and triumphant journey as an artist. We celebrate the 10-year anniversary of her cult-classic Bombastic EP — now re-released as the "Play Hard Edition" (out July 4th!) — and get the inside scoop on her long-awaited album Hot City, a sparkling, high-energy love letter to 2010s maximalist pop. Bonnie opens up about writing iconic smashes like Teenage Dream, California Gurls, and Hold It Against Me, how the music industry nearly broke her, and how Lana Del Rey helped her believe in herself again as an artist.
We get into the tea-lulu on manifestation, reinvention, and what it takes to keep going when everyone else has counted you out.
Welcome to the ultimate Bonnie McKee interview.
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Ryan sits down with viral actor and creator @ZodiacBoyfriend (Nick Grigolia) where Nick opens up about his acting career, transitioning his content away from astrology, and staying true to himself online. Things take an unexpected turn when rumors of a feud between the two astrology creators come up and tensions bubble over, leading Nick to unexpectedly walk off set. They talk about their favorite (& least favorite!) zodiac signs and how Nick is manifesting his dreams and beyond… with a possible special appearance from… Miranda Cosgrove?
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Comedian and social media star Paige Gallagher (@PaigeAGallagher) joins Ryan for a chaotic, heartfelt, and hilarious catch-up between two content creator besties in LA. From showing up to events they definitely don't belong at, to talking about Paige's manifestation journey and debating who deserves a comedy rebuke, no topic is off-limits. They unpack their Type A (Ryan) vs. Type B (Paige) dynamic, spill exclusive behind the scenes tea-lulu, and deliver their most unhinged delulu takes with plenty of “exactlyyyy”s along the way.
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Internet icon and OG YouTube legend GloZell Green steps into Delulu Studios for an unforgettable episode. She tells Ryan all about what it’s really like to fall from viral stardom, rebuild from the ground up, and manifest something even better than before all while dealing with an overgrowing list of opps (we’re looking at you, Jay Leno). From eating a spoonful of cinnamon to interviewing President Obama, GloZell's story is grand and memorable as is her personality. Ryan & GloZell answer your delulu dilemmas, play unhinged games, and prove that reinvention is always possible… especially when you stay a little delulu.
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If you need a delulu best friend, Ryan's got you! In the debut episode of your new favorite manifestation podcast, Delulu with Ryan Lu, from creator @e.mo.tions, Ryan talks about manifesting an ex back... and how she got so much more than just him. From hitting rock bottom to living her dream life, Ryan breaks down how manifesting is easy and how easy manifesting will be for you too! This first episode is full of all your favorite delulu things: advice, astrology and maybe even some ASMR affirmations to really fuel your lucky girl syndrome. Delulu summer officially begins today.
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If you need a healthy dose of delulu, Ryan's got you! 🧏🏼♂️ ✨ @e.mo.tions is your delulu bff & the host of your new favorite manifestation podcast. Ryan is here to uplift, empower & support you through all your wildest dreams -- no matter how crazy-lulu they may seem! Be sure to follow to the podcast to claim your delulu becoming your trululu! New episodes every Delulu Thursday.
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Writers: Ryan Lu & Cameron Pormir
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