I almost chose not to publish this episode.

Sometimes when I sit down to record my solo musings, I feel like I can wander so far & wide that it can be hard for people to follow. I also share so openly & unfiltered that it feels really raw sometimes to share it with the world.

In full honesty, almost every solo episode I make, my inner critic comes in to sprinkle some harsh criticism & tries to make me insecure about what I shared. It makes me wonder if it's even valuable for people, if it makes sense, if what I'm sharing is even valid etc. You probably know the script, as this Inner Critic archetype is one most of us get visited by at least occasionally.

But you see, it comes down to a choice... What will I do with these stories that I tune in at the moments of trying to release sth vulnerable that I made/revealed? What will I CHOOSE to do with these little voices? How will I respond?

At this point, I know the stories of this inner critic well enough to know they are simply invitations into wider self-compassion, deeper self-mastery, softening of the ego & surrendering to the flow of love that I feel wants to speak through me.

It's a skill that came with practice. It's a journey of connecting, learning, "failing", messing it up, getting lost, reconnecting, claiming, CHOOSING!

So here I am, letting myself be vulnerable in this sharing, trusting that those who of you who are meant to come in touch with these messages will receive their purpose in a way that is just right for you at this point. Or maybe it will come back & make sense somewhere down the line. :)

🌹 Main topics & themes:

• the power of your CHOICE • the importance & transformative mirroring magic of community, getting together for a purpose & fun • opening the heart, choosing love, letting the protective walls around your heart soften & release • COSMIC PLEASURE aka the cosmic aspect of self-pleasure practices • reclaiming the New Age • the art of setting boundaries (with work, in relationships, energetically etc.) • from pain to purpose • magic is real AKA the evidence of powerful synchronicities • prayer

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Much luv, Feva Kristina