In the third of four introductory episodes, Rabia shares a deeply personal account of love, betrayal, and an unimaginable loss. She traces her steps from a whirlwind romance laced with dazzling promises to a moment of unimaginable tragedy—one that leaves her grappling with guilt, fear, and a sense of disconnect from her own body. Along the way, she reflects on the echoes of her childhood, her mother’s dementia, and the unspoken wounds that shaped her.

This story reveals the spark of resilience that can arise in the face of life’s harshest moments. Rabia’s raw retelling reminds us that even after the greatest fall, there is a path—however winding—toward healing and rebirth.

Content Note: Discussion of suicide appears in this episode. If you or someone you know is struggling, please reach out to a mental health professional, a trusted confidant, or a local support line. Take gentle care of yourself while listening.

Credits:

Creator & Host: Rabia Khan

Producer: Megan Broccoli

Sound Engineer: Trevor Rockwood

Actors: Justin David Martinez

Cinematography: Azurite Caelum, Skye Lei

Music by Radha Rose