Regardless of how broken we feel, we attempt to live in disguise, hoping it'll all go away. Unfortunately we go back, despite being amongst a multitude, feeling alone, no healing or solution to our problems whatsoever. God, who neither sleeps nor slumbers looks out for us, and His knowledge of us (Psalm 139) is unfathomable; but that's who He is. We should give God our full attention the way He desires ours. There's nothing too hard for Him which is why it's important to quit living in pretence and to long for and actually reach for God and His word because He has all the answers to our many ponders.

He assures us to let go of fear ( "Fear not [there is nothing to fear], for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with My [victorious] right hand of rightness and justice" Isaiah 41:10 AMPC), and to communicate with Him ("Call to Me and I will answer you, and tell you [and even show you] great and mighty things, [ things which have been confined and hidden], which you do not know and understand and cannot distinguish." Jeremiah 33:3 AMP)

Let's reach out to Him and allow Him to be in full control over every situation. God bless you!