His words are our refuge in this time of need . I  explain the chaos I am experiencing , and how thankful I am for His love that has blessed me so much with guidance and protection and safety. Its vital to stay connected to your community, for me at least, because I am alone at home and I am feeling spited by a church I love and attended for years because i am gay or more feminine to be able to do any thing of import at their church, It seems like they have nothing to offer me but pray that I can discern what god wants for m, to be able to make good choices , like I can only make bad choices , and without being able to hear Gods voice, according to the youth pastor is proof you aren't really in tune with or care much or have fully accepted Christ as your savior. Wild Ride HOLD ON TIGHT!