In Episode 1 of Season 2, I touch on how I’ve been committed to the idea that love and loyalty is a trap, having to rely on others equates struggle and when someone isn’t growing, operating or functioning in a way that matches my idea of what it takes to be successful, they’re mediocre. I speak on how I’m being promoted to break my pattern of throwing everything away, moving to another area and starting over in hopes that my dream of only being surrounded by “higher caliber individuals” will be waiting for me in some hidden land of opportunity that won’t require me to change my shittier qualities. This episode intimately explores my journey of moving from pain-points, to moving in the sacred density of my own humanity.