
That feeling in my stomach
I wake up early, way before my scheduled time. There's something going on in my mind and in my stomach,
a feeling that doesn't feel right, a foreboding, a premonition, something way yet, certain
oxymorons aside, what is this? Why is this happening? The feeling I have is certain something is happening or going to happen, that I need to be very off. What is it? When will it happen? No clue yet. This is my gut shouting aloud with only the rumbling stomach as proof I lie still in bed, eyes wide open, wondering what's going on. Is this feeling asking me not to do something or to take some action,
left with these two roads in front of me, I choose action over idling, burying myself into one activity, going deeper until the flow takes over and silences the feeling
right or wrong. How can I decide when I don't know what it is,
what I can do for certain is look at my task list, pick one and take solid action on it. Action trumps it all. That's what I believe.