In this episode, I share how my relationship with God transformed after walking away from Christianity and, later, embracing Islam. I didn’t leave Christianity for Islam. I left because something felt wrong. The worship felt like performance. The Trinity never made sense. And the emotional highs of church didn’t bring lasting connection with God. Years later, Islam gave me the clarity I had been searching for: one God, no middlemen, no confusion - just real worship. In this episode, I talk about:• Why my “faith” in Christianity felt emotionally charged but spiritually disconnected• The difference between church worship and Islamic worship• How sujood (prostration) humbled me and brought real closeness to God• Why Christians say “you were never really saved” when you question their beliefs• And what I discovered when I stopped performing and started submitting This is for anyone questioning their connection to God, stuck between confusion and clarity.   🎧 Subscribe to Beyond the Shahada and follow my journey on TikTok, YouTube and Instagram @BeyondTheShahada📲 Resources, links & episode notes: link in bio.   #muslimrevert #exchristian #relationshipwithgod #trinitydebunked #worshipgodalone #spiritualawakening #beyondtheshahada #islamicpodcast