In this episode of 'Beyond Belief: Tales of Religious Exodus,' we follow Esther's compelling journey from spending her childhood in China and Canada as a missionary child in Pentecostal and Mennonite communities, to her deconversion during the pandemic.

Esther shares the challenges of navigating contrasting religious environments, her experience of missionary work, the conflicting teachings on purity, and how the political climate and her sister's coming out influenced her path to identifying as spiritual but not religious.

Along her journey, she finds healing through therapy, a supportive relationship with her husband, and the courage to embrace a life beyond entrenched religious dogma. 00:00 Introduction to Beyond Belief 00:19 Esther's Early Life and Religious Background 01:56 Missionary Work and Cultural Contrasts 06:18 Pentecostal and Mennonite Beliefs 09:02 Family Dynamics and Personal Struggles 14:06 Transition to Life in Canada 24:12 Navigating Relationships and Personal Growth 27:43 Shared Values and Deconstructing Christianity 28:26 Pandemic Conversations and Personal Revelations 29:22 Questioning Sin and Social Justice 29:43 Political Disillusionment and Church Attendance 32:43 Struggles with Purity Culture 36:50 Leaving Religion and Finding Support 40:03 Therapy and Self-Compassion 41:57 Cultural Contexts and Hypocrisy 48:06 Final Reflections and Advice