In the 21st episode of the Beyond Belief podcast series, Aviva shares her deeply personal journey of leaving an ultra-Orthodox Jewish upbringing. The episode delves into her upbringing in Israel, her intellectual and emotional struggles with religious beliefs, her process of dealing with deeply ingrained notions of morality and individuality, and the gradual and challenging transition out of religion.

The conversation touches on her relationship with her parents, especially her father, who was a significant influence on her beliefs, and her path towards finding new meaning and identity post-religion. Aviva offers unique insights and advice for others undergoing similar experiences, emphasizing the importance of trusting one's innate goodness and internal guidance mechanisms.00:00 Introduction to Beyond Belief00:54 Aviva's Religious Upbringing02:54 Parental Influence and Religious Practices06:45 Questioning and Early Signs of Doubt11:30 The Turning Point: Leaving Religion14:35 Navigating Life After Religion17:54 Finding Meaning and Healing27:33 Reflections and Advice for Others43:19 Conclusion and Final Thoughts