This episode of Beyond Belief: Tales of Religious Exodus features Alex, who shares his compelling journey of leaving Orthodox Judaism.

Alex discusses his upbringing in a culturally Jewish family, his deep involvement with 12-step recovery programs, and his extensive exploration of various Orthodox sects. He describes a pivotal moment in December 2022 that led him to leave the community and begin a profound deconstruction process.

Alex explores the practices and communities that helped him heal, including meditation, trauma-informed therapy, and unconventional 12-step meetings.

The episode delves into the complexities of finding authenticity and meaning beyond rigid religious boundaries. 00:00 Introduction to Beyond Belief 01:43 Alex's Early Life and Religious Upbringing 03:06 Struggles with Addiction and Recovery 05:58 First Encounter with Orthodox Judaism 10:59 Immersion in Orthodox Study and Community 25:35 Conflicts and Doubts about Orthodox Beliefs 29:04 Struggles with Gender and Faith 29:47 Meditation and Jewish Practices 30:46 Gender Roles and Responsibilities in Judaism 31:48 Questioning Jewish Ancestry and Practices 32:43 Critique of Religious Texts and Leaders 35:25 Journey Through Different Jewish Sects 38:40 The Final Straw and Deconstruction 42:58 Finding New Paths and Healing 53:13 Advice for Others in Deconstruction 54:13 Closing Thoughts and Future Plans