As she shares with Host John Sheldon on this episode of Beyond Belief, entering recovery as a non-believer at the height of pandemic presented Katy Jacopi with special challenges. Where to find community and support when the Alcoholics Anonymous concept of a “higher power” isn’t the right fit? “The reason I couldn’t deny that I had an alcohol problem was my skepticism, my ability to ask questions and not just take something at face value,” she explains. “It’s who I am and I wouldn’t be where I am today without this thought process.” Like John, Katie is speaking out where she can to ensure that the most inclusive possible message reaches the greatest number of people – without shame or the need to subscribe to any one set of beliefs.
Katy, who is a poet and writer, shares the story of her journey to recovery, which she ultimately cobbled together with a mix of intuitive, personal choices. You’ll learn on this episode about the many alternative groups and formats that have sprung up to serve a broad spectrum of people – resources that can still be hard to locate today, let alone 25 years ago when John first got sober in a more narrowly AA-centric world. “We’re so conditioned to be afraid of doubt,” says Katy, who is starting a podcast on exactly that topic. “If we give voice to that fear, but also acknowledge how doubt has a positive impact on who we are as people, I think it can help facilitate a bigger conversation.” Get out your notepad. This conversation highlights lots of great recovery groups!
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Key Takeaways
 After she was diagnosed with bipolarism, Katy uncovered the existence of a problem with alcoholism and went in search of secular support.



* Reframing “higher power” as something other than God still wasn’t a comfortable fit for Katy, who found the entire concept problematic, regardless the language or imagery in which it was couched.
* Can – or should – the 12 steps written nearly 100 years ago be reconceived in ways that make them more inclusive?
* Katy got clarity about her alcoholism through conversation with a knowledgeable, empathetic friend and writing poems about her experience getting sober.
* What defines sobriety? It’s a process of change as understood by each of us individually in our own way and time. Even if there’s a relapse, you are still going through a process of change!
* The most important thing when it comes to supporting recovery? Meet people where they are and with the intention of helping them reach their goals!
* John shares two resources he has explored:

* LifeRing Secular Recovery
* Smart Recovery: Life Beyond Addiction


* Reflections on the unfortunate tensions that can shroud AA meetings when people are unaccepting of those with a secular orientation.
* Often the most dogmatic people are the most vocal – and create the most tension in rooms – with regard to the necessity of a “higher power” in the context of AA.
* Dealing with a potential mental health issue? Removing alcohol is a great first step towards clarity, diagnosis and treatment.
* Openness is key to removing stigma and reaching people in search of recovery.
* The reasons Katy reached out to John:

* She’s starting her own podcast and wanted to experience being a guest.
* She sought an opportunity to share her story and ask her questions.
* She wanted to discuss hurdles she encountered as a non-believer seeking help.


* Katy shares plans for her upcoming podcast, which will feature stories about how doubt has factored into the lives of people in transition.
* Closing thoughts on the power of doubt,