Poetry & Beats by Dulcinee DeGuere Piano and Synths by Tao Ruspoli The boundaries of your bias Trickle, trembling With a shudder that you deny Though it wraps you in a fog So taught your veins start to pop I’m trying to rupture something I can’t see But it dangles right in front of me Entangling my dreams with delusion And death The stench of which flirts, converts, and perverts The precious flames of what I thought I could be An animal A siren Anything other than this flesh How can I cauterize this wound This womb that pulses with fire, desire The dire necessity To rip skin from flesh And uncover what’s underneath But somehow, always We speak of other things Freedom, And the sun Because we’re scared of duration We’re just fucking impatient And no one taught me how to breathe Try, and try again Try, and try when Try, and try again Try, and try when Yucca Valley, California September 7, 2023