After an extremely heavy episode last week, Derek organizes his thoughts and sits down with Carmen this week to talk about the steps he's taken to actively move on from his childhood trauma. Carmen and Derek share the ways in which they deal with their depressions and problems. They introduce their discord channel to everyone who feels alone and who are in search of a safe and supportive community to share their problems. Carmen and Derek share their thoughts on death, dying, life after death and dealing with grief. What happens after death? If you knew that your death was impending, would you be ready to go? In contrast, Carmen and Derek end off the episode exploring life, the unborn and hopes for the future as Carmen becomes a mother and Derek becomes a funcle.

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