You may not have noticed it at first. A subtle discomfort with who you thought you were. An ache behind your roles. A quiet frustration with the masks you used to wear so easily. And now… a growing sense that something is coming undone. This is not depression. It’s not regression. It is the collapse of the astral ego construct — a dissolving of who you were programmed to be… before you remembered who you are. The astral ego is not the same as the ordinary, everyday ego. It is far more cleve...
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You may not have noticed it at first. A subtle discomfort with who you thought you were. An ache behind your roles. A quiet frustration with the masks you used to wear so easily. And now… a growing sense that something is coming undone. This is not depression. It’s not regression. It is the collapse of the astral ego construct — a dissolving of who you were programmed to be… before you remembered who you are. The astral ego is not the same as the ordinary, everyday ego. It is far more cleve...
Why Healing Doesn’t Always Stick (And the Soul-Level Blocks Few People Talk About)
Awakening Alchemy
8 minutes
3 months ago
Why Healing Doesn’t Always Stick (And the Soul-Level Blocks Few People Talk About)
You’ve done the work. The meditations. The energy sessions. The prayers whispered under the moonlight. For a while, it felt like the weight had lifted. The patterns dissolved. The fear softened. But then—quietly, almost imperceptibly—it returned. The same emotions. The same aches. The same cycles looping back again. If you’ve ever wondered “Why is this happening? Didn’t I already heal this?”—this message is for you. In this episode of Awakening Alchemy, we ...
Awakening Alchemy
You may not have noticed it at first. A subtle discomfort with who you thought you were. An ache behind your roles. A quiet frustration with the masks you used to wear so easily. And now… a growing sense that something is coming undone. This is not depression. It’s not regression. It is the collapse of the astral ego construct — a dissolving of who you were programmed to be… before you remembered who you are. The astral ego is not the same as the ordinary, everyday ego. It is far more cleve...
