You may not have noticed it at first. A subtle discomfort with who you thought you were. An ache behind your roles. A quiet frustration with the masks you used to wear so easily. And now… a growing sense that something is coming undone. This is not depression. It’s not regression. It is the collapse of the astral ego construct — a dissolving of who you were programmed to be… before you remembered who you are. The astral ego is not the same as the ordinary, everyday ego. It is far more cleve...
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You may not have noticed it at first. A subtle discomfort with who you thought you were. An ache behind your roles. A quiet frustration with the masks you used to wear so easily. And now… a growing sense that something is coming undone. This is not depression. It’s not regression. It is the collapse of the astral ego construct — a dissolving of who you were programmed to be… before you remembered who you are. The astral ego is not the same as the ordinary, everyday ego. It is far more cleve...
Spiritual Root of Alcoholism: The Search That Was Abandoned
Awakening Alchemy
10 minutes
2 months ago
Spiritual Root of Alcoholism: The Search That Was Abandoned
We don’t become addicted to the bottle. We become addicted to what it promised us. That moment of silence in the mind. The softening of heartbreak. The rush of courage when words used to tremble in the throat. The comfort of warmth when the world felt cold. For those who drink to survive, alcohol is not a thrill. It’s a strategy. A way to function. A way to cope. A way to belong—even for a few hours—in a world that never felt safe to begin with. But what if this strategy is robbing you of the...
Awakening Alchemy
You may not have noticed it at first. A subtle discomfort with who you thought you were. An ache behind your roles. A quiet frustration with the masks you used to wear so easily. And now… a growing sense that something is coming undone. This is not depression. It’s not regression. It is the collapse of the astral ego construct — a dissolving of who you were programmed to be… before you remembered who you are. The astral ego is not the same as the ordinary, everyday ego. It is far more cleve...
