You may not have noticed it at first. A subtle discomfort with who you thought you were. An ache behind your roles. A quiet frustration with the masks you used to wear so easily. And now… a growing sense that something is coming undone. This is not depression. It’s not regression. It is the collapse of the astral ego construct — a dissolving of who you were programmed to be… before you remembered who you are. The astral ego is not the same as the ordinary, everyday ego. It is far more cleve...
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You may not have noticed it at first. A subtle discomfort with who you thought you were. An ache behind your roles. A quiet frustration with the masks you used to wear so easily. And now… a growing sense that something is coming undone. This is not depression. It’s not regression. It is the collapse of the astral ego construct — a dissolving of who you were programmed to be… before you remembered who you are. The astral ego is not the same as the ordinary, everyday ego. It is far more cleve...
How I Learned to Balance Spiritual Awakening with Functioning in Society
Awakening Alchemy
11 minutes
4 months ago
How I Learned to Balance Spiritual Awakening with Functioning in Society
When my spiritual awakening began, it felt like my entire reality cracked open. I could see through the illusion, feel the energy of everything around me, and suddenly the “normal” world no longer made sense. How could I keep playing by the rules of 3D life when my soul had expanded far beyond them? In this episode of Awakening Alchemy, I share my personal journey of navigating those early stages of awakening—the disorientation, the longing for purpose, and the struggle of balancing my soul’s...
Awakening Alchemy
You may not have noticed it at first. A subtle discomfort with who you thought you were. An ache behind your roles. A quiet frustration with the masks you used to wear so easily. And now… a growing sense that something is coming undone. This is not depression. It’s not regression. It is the collapse of the astral ego construct — a dissolving of who you were programmed to be… before you remembered who you are. The astral ego is not the same as the ordinary, everyday ego. It is far more cleve...
