I finally met someone who understands what i went thru with my mother! FINALLY! Dealing with a narassitic mother will allow you to go into the real world with a flaw way of thinking. I went into the world not knowing what love was, not knowing what self esteem was. I never understood all the damage that was done to me by my own mother.......And why do i keep trying to get her love. Why was it ok for her to make me feel like i wasnt enough. Why out of all her children was i deemed NOT the golden child.