It's easy to think negatively when we are having health issues. Give yourself a little grace, but try to trust in God and His timing. He is our great Physician and His timing is perfect. This is a shorter episode so it is repeated twice for more benefit.

"A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones." Proverbs 17:22

"Her arms are strong for her tasks." Proverbs 31:17

"He will bless the fruit of your womb... The Lord will keep you free from every disease." Deuteronomy 7:13

"I will bring health and healing to it; I will heal my people and will let them enjoy abundant peace and security." Jeremiah 33:6

"Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord and shun evil. This will bring health to your body and nourishment to your bones." Proverbs 3:7-8

"Heal me, O Lord, and I shall be healed." Jeremiah 17:14

"The Lord sustains him on his sickbed; in his illness you restore him to full health." Psalms 41:3