god will put you right back together in front of the people that broke you

the tears slipped onto her arm as she cried on her pillow. another failed situationship. another platonic friendship ending in caught feelings and ghosting. she wondered if love would ever find her and why so many times it missed her completely. thinking back to the things she’d seen herself do that she vowed to never do. for him. she left her comfort zone for him and he wanted nothing to do with her anymore.

how did she end up here?

how she always did. she over corrected. self sabatoged. thought too much about what she was doing how she was moving. now motionless. stuck wandering processing what could’ve been.