Step inside the restaurant underbelly with "Cellar Rat: My Life in the Restaurant Underbelly" author Hannah Selinger. In this raw, unfiltered conversation, Hannah shares food confessions, personal memories, and the emotional toll of working in a male-dominated industry. From spoon collections and guilty pleasures to misogyny in fine dining and the chaos of motherhood, this episode explores the beauty and brutality of life in and beyond the kitchen. Topics include:  Vegas memories and spoon collecting as emotional anchors Tattoos, tongue piercings, and food identity Guilty pleasures, pantry staples, and cooking dynamics Wine preferences and restaurant survival stories Misogyny, trauma, and the decline of fine dining Writing through brutality and beauty Pandemic fallout and tipping culture Motherhood, gender dynamics, and personal growth Literary projects and community-driven book tours If you’ve ever worked in a kitchen, loved a chef, or questioned the cost of a meal—this one’s for you. Subscribe for more insider food stories and conversations about culture, kitchens, and the people behind the meals. CHAPTERS 00:00 Vegas Reflections and Family Adventures 04:12 The Impact of Tongue Piercings 09:22 Pantry Staples and Seasonal Eating 12:37 Wine Preferences and Surprising Choices 17:20 Trauma and Survival in the Restaurant Industry 18:39 Food Preferences: Punk Rock or Precision? 19:22 Food Memories and Their Impact 20:59 Exposing the Underbelly of Fine Dining 24:54 Misogyny and Accountability in Restaurants 26:39 The Balance of Brutality and Beauty in Writing 28:34 Exploring Emotions in Writing 31:35 The Allure and Chaos of the Restaurant Industry 33:59 The Impact of the Pandemic on Restaurants 36:29 Tipping Culture and Its Challenges 39:49 Reflections on Rebellion and Personal Growth 42:34 Navigating Motherhood and Career 46:38 Upcoming Literary Projects and Inspirations 49:01 Book Tours and Community Engagement 50:23 Understanding Gender Dynamics and Progress 54:54 Closing Thoughts and Reflections   Hannah's Socials: Hannah Selinger Website Instagram: @druishamericanprincess   🎧 Subscribe for more bold conversations and cinematic storytelling from 50 Tastes Of Gray and Matthew Gray   🎧 All My Shows & Episodes: https://LoveLife.com   📘 Get My Book: {Ultimate Eater's Guide: Hawaii Edition} @ http://HawaiiFoodTours.com/ 📲 Follow on Facebook:   50 Tastes of Gray →   / 50tastesofgraypodcast     Hawaii Food Tours →   / letseathawaii     📸 Instagram:   / 50tastesofgray