A life devoid of God is empty. As someone who has lived a worldly life and has had a lot of worldly experiences, I can attest to the fact that no matter how much wealth you have or drugs you take, the hole in your heart will never be filled by material possessions. The emptiness you feel stems from lack of intimacy with the Creator - Yahweh, Jehovah, Jesus. He is calling you but you don’t really hear him because you are searching for him in the wrong place. Tap in.